The Lord will provide

So my Hubby found out he will only be off for 2 weeks and it's the 2 weeks he already knew about however now he can't take vacation time. So he will have to apply for unemployment during that time. It is going to be a huge pay cut but considering that he could have been laid off for 2 1/2 months like another plant I am going to look at this as a good thing. I still don't know how we will make it but we will.

I have a friend who works doing Medical Transcription and she is trying to help me learn it so I can try to get a job. I am praying this works. However to take an actual course I need a minimum of 1000 up to 2500 to take an online class. I don't know if now is a good time to add to our debt. However I know it would be a good long term investment ad something I could do working from home. So I am just going to pray that if is where the Lord wants me that he will make it possible some how.

Lord I need strenght!

So today my husband found out that his company will be shutting down for a few more weeks sometime this summer. We already knew it was going to be 2 weeks this summer and 2 more at Christmas. Tomorrow he will find out exactly how much longer (we hope). His company makes parts that Automakers use so when they are slow it makes his company slower. I just need strength to see how we are going to get though this. We have already been stressing about money especially since we are having another baby in August. Come September he is done in the Army Reserves so we lose that pay check and I'll be off for a couple months because of having the baby. Then our other Daughter will be starting preschool come September and we have to pay for that. My family has offered to help pay for that as I had decided we just couldn't afford it. I know somehow God will provide for us, but sometimes it's hard to see how this can be for the best. I need all the prayers anyone can offer right now in our time of the unknown.

Blah!

Well today I am just returning from camping (1st time of the season) and it was rainy and cold the whole time we were there. We went up on Saturday morning and came home on Sunday morning so we weren't there very long. It was nice to be able to relax a little but it's made me feel so blah. Our trailer had yet another leak this winter and some more mold/mildew grew. I think we got rid of it all but I will have to check next time we are there when I have more time and hopefully the weather is a little nicer. I really wish we could afford to trade our trailer in on a newer one. However I am not even sure how we are going to afford keeping a site next year let alone getting a new trailer. It'd be nice to get one with bunks so Haylee and new baby both had a place to sleep.

Night out!

I am so excited I just found out I am going to have a night out with a friend. It will be just me and a friend of mine. I called and asked if she had plans and other then to clean her house tonight she said no. So I told her I really needed a night out and if her husband was ok with it I'd love for her to join me. So we are going to have Chinese and then go to Barnes and Noble and just spend some time without kids. I am so excited! It was so nice of both her Hubby ad mine to let us have a night out.

Just so tired anymore

So I knew I'd be a little more tired this pregnancy but I didn't know I would just always feel wiped out. It makes it so hard to get motivated and to do things around the house that need done. Cleaning, Laundry, Dishes that just all end up going to the way side. I feel so bad that I have left things go but I just can't seem to keep up. I am picking up toys daily from Haylee. I do make her pick up toys to but I do end up helping. I know I am only working part time so I know it's my responsibility to do these things. Going to the store and getting food to cook and cooking it is more then i can handle some days so I sure hope I get energy back soon before my house starts to look any worse. I have been reading blogs and other things about mom's who are really cooking I am not a good cook and don't really make things that aren't easy and also things about how to keep your house clean. I've tried several of the house cleaning tips but it's just too much right now. Mu hubby does help when her can like doing a load of dishes or laundry but it's just not enough to pick up my sack and I don't think it should be as he is gone at work all day. Some time's it just makes me feel like I am failing as a wife and mother, I know that this to shall pass and that in time I will be ale to get things back under control. I am hoping we sell our small house sometime soon and can get something with more room and storage too and that would help. For now I am just praying for some motivation and energy.

My 1st post

So after months of people talking about having blogs I have decided to give it a try. We'll see how long this lasts, or if it lasts. Here's a little about me for anyone who reads this. I am a mom to a wonderful 2 1/2 year old and currently 23 weeks pregnant. I have 2 angel babies and know how horrible it is to suffer a miscarriage. I am very much a people person and love life. I am competitive, and fun loving. I have been happily married for almost 4 years now. I am a hard worker however I am currently only working part time 16 hours a week because raising my daughter is the most important thing to me right now. We have not found out the sex of my current baby as we have decided to let it be a surprise. This pregnancy has been very hard as I am always scared something is going to or has gone wrong. I have two blood clotting disorders which is what caused my last 2 m/c's. So once we leared that is what the problem was I had to start taking a baby Aspirin daily and for the rest of my life and while pregnant a shot of Lovenox, 4 mg of Folic Acid, and my prenatal vitaim every day. The shots are hard and I have to psych myself up to do them daily.I currently have a huge bruise on my right side of my stomach from one I did 5 days ago. It's pink and purple and black and blue and larger then a fifty cent piece. Any way that's enough rambling for now. Hopefully I will be posting often.